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I love my sister
Mar. 13th, 2006 10:58 amWhen the world doesn't make any sense my sister does. She is so spiritually connected to the universe that it's a wonder that I don't go to her more often for advice.
She is sad about the miscarraige but actually quite at peace with it. She told me that she believes the baby's soul never entered the body and that it would have another chance to enter the world when she has her next baby. She knew in her heart that this baby was probably not going to be born. She has a deeper understanding of the universe than I ever will and she can tell when something is out of balance.
She said that everything happens for a reason which I had always thought was b.s. people told grieving people when they have nothing insightful to say . Now I know better. She said that she was meant to learn from this and that although she is sad she knows there was a reason this happened.
She told my neice about it but she doesn't really understand. They are having a funeral for the baby and she said I was welcome to come but that since I am afraid of funeral homes I should only come if I feel comfortable and that I shouldn't feel obligated because she already knows how much I care. I think I will go.
She and Bill are going to visit me this week or next. I wish Melissa was here to talk to but my sister knows so much about how things are supposed to be and I love her very much. She says that everybody grieves in different ways and that they are all acceptable. I love my sister very much.
She is sad about the miscarraige but actually quite at peace with it. She told me that she believes the baby's soul never entered the body and that it would have another chance to enter the world when she has her next baby. She knew in her heart that this baby was probably not going to be born. She has a deeper understanding of the universe than I ever will and she can tell when something is out of balance.
She said that everything happens for a reason which I had always thought was b.s. people told grieving people when they have nothing insightful to say . Now I know better. She said that she was meant to learn from this and that although she is sad she knows there was a reason this happened.
She told my neice about it but she doesn't really understand. They are having a funeral for the baby and she said I was welcome to come but that since I am afraid of funeral homes I should only come if I feel comfortable and that I shouldn't feel obligated because she already knows how much I care. I think I will go.
She and Bill are going to visit me this week or next. I wish Melissa was here to talk to but my sister knows so much about how things are supposed to be and I love her very much. She says that everybody grieves in different ways and that they are all acceptable. I love my sister very much.
