Still waking up with a knot in my stomach.

[matt_zimmer]

You know what though? That's good. It means I'm not accepting this or rolling over. The fact that I don't feel like going on with my life as normal is probably the healthiest reaction I can have at this point.

Accepting this is a sign of giving up and futility. That's not all right for me.

But I'm not okay and I'm not going to be okay. And that's for the best right now.

Comments

[jasperhansen]

Thanks man

[matt_zimmer]

There is a beauty to it and a sweetness. Even when it's sad.