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Talked to Candice tonight.
May. 2nd, 2024 07:55 pmI love hearing her political opinions. I always learn so much.
How I am doing? Terrible! But because of the support of Classic Swim, Nana, and the rest of my Dreamwidth Circle, coping.
I love how mad you guys are on my behalf, and I won't take that away from you. But I do want to reiterate I am personally not mad. I'm sad, and a bit hurt, but being pissed at people is not really my thing. I'm a weirdo that way.
No clue what I will do with the rest of my night. As I told Candice, because of the hole in my life, I am resisting planning things like that out and am taking what I am going to occupy myself with a moment at a time. Don't be surprised to see more updates and essays on Dreamwidth than there have been before.
As for The Un-Iverse? I'll put up a new Talkback and essay for Jasper either later tonight or tomorrow (depending on how bad my mood is). I've been slacking off there.
Saturday is the Anniversary of when my former friend told me we couldn't be friends anymore. Candice promised to talk to me because it's going to be a hard day. I have lost so much in the past year as far as comforts and support systems go. Regardless of the fact that I hate Comic Fury, I count it among those losses. This has been a bad year and the Anniversary will be a bad reminder of that.
How I am doing? Terrible! But because of the support of Classic Swim, Nana, and the rest of my Dreamwidth Circle, coping.
I love how mad you guys are on my behalf, and I won't take that away from you. But I do want to reiterate I am personally not mad. I'm sad, and a bit hurt, but being pissed at people is not really my thing. I'm a weirdo that way.
No clue what I will do with the rest of my night. As I told Candice, because of the hole in my life, I am resisting planning things like that out and am taking what I am going to occupy myself with a moment at a time. Don't be surprised to see more updates and essays on Dreamwidth than there have been before.
As for The Un-Iverse? I'll put up a new Talkback and essay for Jasper either later tonight or tomorrow (depending on how bad my mood is). I've been slacking off there.
Saturday is the Anniversary of when my former friend told me we couldn't be friends anymore. Candice promised to talk to me because it's going to be a hard day. I have lost so much in the past year as far as comforts and support systems go. Regardless of the fact that I hate Comic Fury, I count it among those losses. This has been a bad year and the Anniversary will be a bad reminder of that.
