Bad dreams
Jan. 18th, 2006 09:17 amI'm feeling better this morning. Probably because I woke up. I had another bad dream.
I'm happy in my apartment. I usually feel safe and my stuffed animals make sure I don't feel lonely.
I don't believe I can remember a single dream I've ever had that took place at my apartment.
I'm happier here than at any time in my life since I was fourteen. And I've never had a dream about being here after two and a half years. My two biggest nightmares I currently have are being trapped in a mental hospital and unable to get out and walking down the street to my parent's house but never arriving there because the street gets longer and longer. I had the hospital dream again last night. I was trapped there and trying to escape but I couldn't.
It's bizarre but when I'm asleep it's often exactly as if I was back there. I never dream about my plushies either unless they are being hurt or lost in my dream. I always still have OCD in my dreams too. I seem incapable of having a dream about how happy I usually am. I wonder why that is.
I'm happy in my apartment. I usually feel safe and my stuffed animals make sure I don't feel lonely.
I don't believe I can remember a single dream I've ever had that took place at my apartment.
I'm happier here than at any time in my life since I was fourteen. And I've never had a dream about being here after two and a half years. My two biggest nightmares I currently have are being trapped in a mental hospital and unable to get out and walking down the street to my parent's house but never arriving there because the street gets longer and longer. I had the hospital dream again last night. I was trapped there and trying to escape but I couldn't.
It's bizarre but when I'm asleep it's often exactly as if I was back there. I never dream about my plushies either unless they are being hurt or lost in my dream. I always still have OCD in my dreams too. I seem incapable of having a dream about how happy I usually am. I wonder why that is.